Why is it that when we really care about someone, no on else can compare. Even as you fight with yourself to see it otherwise, even when you know it’s not good for you. Even as you want to feel that way about someone else, when there are so many good ones out there and you feel as though you’ve wasted your chances to find someone worth it because you can’t seem to see past this other person.

It’s a constant battle. Trying not to talk to them, trying not to see them even though they are your best friend. You try to distance yourself in the hope that over time, it’ll be easier. But of course, weekends come, and you’re sucked back in again.

It’s not that they’re a bad person, in fact they’re a very good person. It was you who was the bad one, and now it seems karma is enjoying tormenting you. You tell yourself over and over that it will work out in the end, but as time keeps slipping away, you start to really wonder…

I’m in need of some snazzy speakers to go with my computer. I want to be able to watch movies and TV shows without having to use my headset. Payday is on Friday we shall see if I can afford it. :P I don’t know about anyone else but I have been sick for the past 3 weeks now! It’s getting ridiculous! Coughing, not as much energy, runny nose, sore throat. I wish I could just kick this thing already! All I want to do it cuddle up and watch Sex and the City or One Tree Hill and play World of Warcraft haha. I can’t stop coughing and sometimes it gets so bad, I cough so much that I make myself gag. >_< FML and this stupid flu/cold!

I did some tweaking around here today, like little things, sidebar stuff mostly. :) But what I’m really excited about is my whole TCG Trading Post site! I’ve never been part of a TCG before are I hardly new what they were. I came across one today while I was surfing and just started looking around. I found a few cute ones and decided to join! I worked on my trading post so I’ll be ready as soon as I’m accepted. :) Feel free to look around and send me a trade request.

I’m contemplating making a Sex and the City or One Tree Hill themed one. I think it would make a good hobby. Interested in co-owning? Let me know!

Have you ever played a TCG?
What is your favorite theme?