When the hardest thing I’ll ever do is say goodbye, even if it’s just for a day.
When the thought of leaving you makes tears well up in my eyes.
When you’re gone and all I want to do it talk to you.
When there’s no way I’ll be happy unless I’m with you.
When you’re the only thing I need to survive…
I know that I’m in love. I love you, but I’m also in love with you.
And I know that I will be, even after we’re both gone, after our children’s children are gone.
I will always, always love you.
I definitely did not think this weekend would be at all enjoyable. Every weekend for the past… year, I’ve spent with Shawn and our friends but he’s gone this weekend and I really just don’t feel like going out or doing anything. But it’s turning out to be a very relaxing and quite entertaining weekend! I’m having a fabulous time catching up on LIGHTS with everyone! Tinychat sessions are so much fun! If you’re not a member over at LIGHTS you should really check it out. ^_^
I had a dentist appointment today and it SUCKED. I hate dentists along with 99% of the rest of the population. I was frozen for two hours after wards but I picked up some Raspberry Vodka, and now I’m good to go! ;) Thank god my freezing came out in time for dinner. BBQed steak. omg drool. Photo was taken with my Blackberry so it’s not uber professional, but it still looks yummy. xD
Other than that, watching LOST and I now have the first season of True Blood, which I’m excited to watch since everyone’s been raving about it! Do you have any other suggestions for good movies or shows for me to watch? Please let me know! Enjoy the rest of the weekend everyone!
I’ve been wanting to plan a trip for Shawn and I for quite some time now. I have a few ideas… Going to a B&B, going to the spa overnight, things like that. Something where we can go away but its not too far away from home.
I’m hoping you might have some ideas or suggestions for me. I’m on a fairly tight budget so it may have to wait a few months so I can save up but I’d really love to surprise him with a nice getaway. :)
Any suggestions or websites feel free to post! Oh and we’re from Saskatchewan, Canada :)
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I’ve been pretty absorbed in my offline life lately. Working during the week and being with Shawn on the weekends. No it’s not official yet. But we had a big talk this weekend… yes I will share so bear with me. :D
We’ve had a long history together, lots of shit tbh which it why we’re not together at present I guess. And we both have trust issues, thanks to all the shitty relationships we’ve had in the past. People have been bugging us forever about “are you dating yet, wtf is going on, you act like you’re dating” yadda yadda. Well we finally talked about it and he told me why. He doesn’t want to just jump into it and have it not work out for some stupid reason. He said when we become ‘official’ he wants it to be forever, as do I. He said the greatest thing anyone has ever told me, we were talking about past relationships and he said, “I never really knew what love was, but you have defined love for me.” O_O omg. I was speechless. He is really not the type to be emotional or talk about his feelings, so that comment was a HUGE deal for me. I’m talking MONUMENTAL.
So about the ‘asking me out/it being official’. He says he wants it to be special and he did have a surprise in mind but during a drunken night he let that slip. So now he’s all pissed off that I have an idea there’s something coming. Heh I have no idea what it is! So we shall see. I feel better now. More on this to come.
My life is falling into place. He’s been my whole world for so long. And I’m a emotional flood now. ^_^
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